So I discovered yesterday when my daughter was 2-3months old - her scum bag of a father went and slept with a girl from work - all arranged in a hotel and everything. Her boyfriend facebooked me and told me about it and left me her number to ask her about it. It's all true 100%.
Only yesterday we were talking about our future, trying for a brother or sister and how we'd love to get married etc. now - it's totally over and ruined. They did it twice so it wan't even a mistake or a once off!
I'm beyond furious, hurt and upset, and grieving for the hopes and plans for mine and Abigail's futures that won't ever come true. I can't even begin to tell you how destroyed I feel. I swear - I will lose every oz of this baby weight and more. I will make something of our lives. But right now all I want to do is sleep or curl up in to a ball and cry
Only yesterday we were talking about our future, trying for a brother or sister and how we'd love to get married etc. now - it's totally over and ruined. They did it twice so it wan't even a mistake or a once off!
I'm beyond furious, hurt and upset, and grieving for the hopes and plans for mine and Abigail's futures that won't ever come true. I can't even begin to tell you how destroyed I feel. I swear - I will lose every oz of this baby weight and more. I will make something of our lives. But right now all I want to do is sleep or curl up in to a ball and cry