Soo.. I get to work this morning and I send a friend an email checking up on her since it has been a few weeks since I talked to her... got an email back from her letting me know that she was pregnant again, but she felt bad about telling me b/c she knows all the trouble I am having. I am really happy for her and her fiance, b/c they are already great parents to their little boy, but I am still jealous as hell!! I just got home a little while ago and what do I find in my mailbox - 2 baby shower invitations for 2 other friends that are due in December. I knew they were coming, but seeing them made me lose it and I sat on my sofa and cried and cried. So... even though I have cut back on my drinking, I am currently drinking one hell of a drink right now!