sedgeez
Mummy to my rainbow
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so as most of you will know i passed my baby yesterday.
today when i woke up i had hardly any cramps and minor bleeding.
i went out for the first time since everything has happened to visit some of OH's family.
just before i left my cramps got intense and were the same as just before i passed my baby, i also passed a big clot just before i went. i presumed id be fine and went anyway.
when i was there, out of nowhere, i got these intense cramps. 10x worse than yesterday. i went to the toilet and wasnt bleeding that much. i went back down and within 1/2 hour i was feeling dizzy and sick, the pain was so much i was nearly in tears. i went to the toilet as i felt sick and my pad was full of blood. i had to sit on the bathroom floor to stop myself from passing out. we rang my dad to ask him if he would take me to the hospital.
in the car on the way there i was nearly passing out.
when i got there they took me in straight away. because i was shaking and really dizzy they put me on a drip (ouch!) she said i was going into shock. she did an internal and there was some pregnancy tissue stuck in my cervix, so she removed it (double ouch!!) when she had done the cramps almost disappeared. she removed my drip and kept me in for 1/2 hour to check i was ok. then sent me home. she also did my blood and ill get my results tomorrow, to check if my hcg levels have dropped. i have to go in tomorrow for a scan to check everything has gone.
ive still got cramps but theyre nothing compared to before and my vagina is very achey because she pulled the tissue out and it hurt.
im so exhausted and i cant believe the crap i have been through this past 2 weeks. like losing my precious baby wasnt enough.
just needed to vent
today when i woke up i had hardly any cramps and minor bleeding.
i went out for the first time since everything has happened to visit some of OH's family.
just before i left my cramps got intense and were the same as just before i passed my baby, i also passed a big clot just before i went. i presumed id be fine and went anyway.
when i was there, out of nowhere, i got these intense cramps. 10x worse than yesterday. i went to the toilet and wasnt bleeding that much. i went back down and within 1/2 hour i was feeling dizzy and sick, the pain was so much i was nearly in tears. i went to the toilet as i felt sick and my pad was full of blood. i had to sit on the bathroom floor to stop myself from passing out. we rang my dad to ask him if he would take me to the hospital.
in the car on the way there i was nearly passing out.
when i got there they took me in straight away. because i was shaking and really dizzy they put me on a drip (ouch!) she said i was going into shock. she did an internal and there was some pregnancy tissue stuck in my cervix, so she removed it (double ouch!!) when she had done the cramps almost disappeared. she removed my drip and kept me in for 1/2 hour to check i was ok. then sent me home. she also did my blood and ill get my results tomorrow, to check if my hcg levels have dropped. i have to go in tomorrow for a scan to check everything has gone.
ive still got cramps but theyre nothing compared to before and my vagina is very achey because she pulled the tissue out and it hurt.
im so exhausted and i cant believe the crap i have been through this past 2 weeks. like losing my precious baby wasnt enough.
just needed to vent
hope things only get better from now on 
I honestly teared up reading about them pulling out the extra tissue, it's just so hard to imagine the kind of pain you've gone through both mentally and now physically these last weeks. 
