Lozzy_Loo
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Me and OH haven't had a hol this year for the obvious reason, and well today i just feel so down! I don't know what the hells wrong with me!
I've had a look at hol pics from last year when we went to Gran Canaria and OH propsed to me... i was so thin, the sun was blazing and it was just paradise.
I feel like i'd give anything to be there right now...re-living it all!
Instead im sat here on my own, OH still in god damn bed, frozen to death, fat as a whale and feeling miserable as sin!
I feel really p****d of with OH today, like he could walk out and i seriously wouldnt care!
I know that i should be feeling so happy that were meeting LO soon, but it still seems like the wait is such a long way away yet
Also, we dtd yesterday and ive been cramping alot ( thinking something was gunna happen ).. now ive gone back to feeling normal again !
Anyone want to have a moan with me... feel free!
I've had a look at hol pics from last year when we went to Gran Canaria and OH propsed to me... i was so thin, the sun was blazing and it was just paradise.
I feel like i'd give anything to be there right now...re-living it all!
Instead im sat here on my own, OH still in god damn bed, frozen to death, fat as a whale and feeling miserable as sin!
I feel really p****d of with OH today, like he could walk out and i seriously wouldnt care!
I know that i should be feeling so happy that were meeting LO soon, but it still seems like the wait is such a long way away yet
Also, we dtd yesterday and ive been cramping alot ( thinking something was gunna happen ).. now ive gone back to feeling normal again !
Anyone want to have a moan with me... feel free!