I think I am worrying too much about this! I can't bring myself to leave Daisy with anyone apart from my OH! Even then I find I am rushing back just incase he can't cope! I was at my best friends wedding last week and we all went to the actual wedding then OH was going to take Daisy home and myself and my other daughter would go to the evening reception but I ended up home early! I still haven't had alcohol, I am scared and I don't know why, my friends are constantly at me about having a night out and I don't want to OH is making me go to the cinema with him on Friday and we will leave the girls with his sister, only a few hours but I know I am going to be a wreck! When did you have your first night out after your LO was born and how did you cope with it?!