So sorry to hear of your loss, I too have an Angel baby I had a missed miscarriage at 15 weeks, I went for my dating scan to find I had lost the baby the day before. I can't say I know how your feeling as we all deal with it differently but for me I broke down in the ultrasound room as my husband had lost his mum two days before and I went for the scan alone as he was grieving, to then have to inform him that we had also lost the baby was heartbreaking. I had a D and C 48hrs later 2nd August 2013 and was told I would bleed for a few days and then get my normal period, I bled for ten days straight and did not get a period until October.
For me this was ok as mentally I was not ready, my consultant said leaving it for a few months helps to date the pregnancy easier for them and helps to make sure no infections have been caught after. We are currently in our first month of TTC again and are currently in our two week wait. However I am soooo nervous i want nothing more than to have my BFP again but I'm also sooo nervous that when I do get the BFP whenever that may be, that I will freak out and be absolutely petrified. There is not one day that I don't think of my baby and look at my scan pictures for the 6wk 10 wk and 13 wk scans. But know it does get easier and has got easier. Also my consultant did say there was no real reason we could not try again straight away it was down to personal choice but that they recommend to wait until you are ready emotionally physically. Sorry for long and good luck in your TTC journey