When will it feel real? Scared

[emma1985]

Hi Girls,

After a mc in August we tried again straight away and I now find myself pregnant again.

I did 2 clear blue (non digital) tests, one yesterday faint ish but obvious and a clearer one this morning. Went to docs last night, she didnt do any tests, but I showed her my test and she confirmed its positive.

I am not going to do any more tests as last month I spent a fortune and drove myself mad.

When will it feel real? I'm too scared to belive it.

I want time to fly, just so I can get past the next few weeks to rule out chemical pregnancy.

Im too scared to believe or get my hopes up, also too scared to feel happy I just feel scared. I feel abit lost, I darent let myself get happy.

Emma

 

[babyoneill]

good luck with everything xx

 

[Tigerlilyb]

I'm in exactly the same position, MC last month, pregnant again straight away. I had symptoms such as waking early and nausea really early but I didn't even want to test because I was too scared of letting myself believe I was pregnant again so soon. I thought it couldn't possibly happen this fast could it?

I'm only just letting myself believe it now. Chances of repeated miscarriage are low, but I'm just taking things one day at a time.

Fingers crossed for you

 

[Geegees]

Awww congratulations Emma!! So happy for you!

Take your time and try and relax. (easier said than done, I know!!) xxx

 

[Geegees]

Congratulations tigerlily too!

 

[Beautywithin]

Congratulations - i had a MC before i fell pregnant with my son, so i can kinda relate to how you feel...

Its only when i went for a private scan at 8 weeks, it put my mind at ease, and i started to enjoy my pregnancy x

 

[emma1985]

Thanks Girls, my doc is seeing if she can get me seen at the early pregnancy unit for a 7 week scan. I hope I make it that far, I just want to get through each day at a time.

 

[capegirl7]

Good luck hun and congrats on your bfp! I am wishing you a happy and healthy none months

 

[emma1985]

My doctor is seeing me today for blood tests and also on Friday. I will get todays results tomorrow, but wont get fridays until Monday.

Emma