Why oh why can't I just be happy? I honestly don't think I'm ever going to be happy with my size, I'm fed up of feeling fatter and fatter everyday. Iv always been big, since 5years old. I'm a size 20 and 5fy9. I got down to a size 16 beginning of year on cambridge diet, and now I back to where I started weighing nearly the same as I did after I gave birth o my 2nd!! I would t even care if I was big, but I have not one nice outfit and no clothes what so ever which I think o putting me down aswell. It's mentally toturing Everyday I just feel crap. I just like my food too much and "comfort" eat alot. Iv tried every diet going and can't stick to ww or sw because weightless is slow I would die for a glastic band so badly but can't afford it.. Any ideas to up my confidence? I see bigger girls walking around looking stunning, but how do they do it?!