Why do I dread my prenatal appointments now??

[rachel2557]

I'm 8+1 today and have an appointment today at 1 pm. I'm dreading it! At 5 weeks, I had bleeding and cramping and went to ER where they diagnosed me with a threatened miscarriage. Two days later, another doc said I would miscarry "for sure". Two days later, I was told I had a blighted ovum by the same doctor. Four days later I found out he was wrong and had a low progesterone which I'm on suppositories for. Three days later we found my bean with a little heartbeat. It was great news for us but I still can't shake this feeling that every time I go in I'm going to get bad news! I've got a new doctor now who is alot better, but I just can't shake my fear. Has anyone else has this happen? I could use some encouragement!