Hi everyone. I haven't been on here for about 4mths and at the time, I was really sure I wanted to try for baby number 2, I even came off the pill, then the feeling started to disappear and I started thinking of reasons not to have a baby again right now and I went back on the pill. My husband went along with my reasons for not trying again (even though Husband still wants another child), which included things like, I like life the way it is now, I love my son to pieces and I love being able to give him 100% of my time, I have a fairly good social life and I am content with my life. The only thing is my heart is telling me I want another child, everytime I see a baby, I just think that could be me, but my head keeps telling me different things. It's really hard to explain how I'm feeling but i'm just so totally confused? Deep down I feel that I do want another child, I want my son to have a brother/sister and not be this massive age gap, my son is already nearly 5 and even though i'm only 23, I do have this urge to bring another life into the world, I guess i'm just scared of the changes. What should I do, wait till i'm 100% sure or just take the leap? Anyone else feel like this?