I was perfectly fine. Okay, not "perfectly fine", but I wasn't a crying mess. The first month I was, but then I calmed down. Recently I've just been a crying mess though. I think it's a mix between being around more pregnant women, knowing I should be settling in to my own place or getting ready to at least, my impending due date, and working with FOA all the time. I went and saw breaking dawn tonight (which was amazing. The acting was soooo much better this time. Except one scene, I had to stop from laughing out loud) and when Bella was all big and pregnant I actually cried. I want to be big and pregnant and complaining about my back hurting and having to pee through the whole movie. I want to feel those little kicks and see the look on his face every time the baby moves. I want that life back. I have this fear that we'll be working together March 1. And if we are I will, undoubtedly, bawl my eyes out. No real point in this, just a rant.