Yeah, I am having a very hard time today. My friend texted me lastnight that she had her baby. I love my friend and am so happy for her but I was up all night thinking about all the babies I have lost. I remember the day my daughter was born, it was the happiest day of my life. I remember what it felt like to hold her for the first time and smell her and how happy I was. I was seriously the happiest I have ever been in my life. I love my daughter so much and am grateful for her but I can't stop thinking about what I have missed with my 3 angel babies! Sorry, just feeling very sorry for myself and can't stop crying this morning!
Yeah, I am having a very hard time today. My friend texted me lastnight that she had her baby. I love my friend and am so happy for her but I was up all night thinking about all the babies I have lost. I remember the day my daughter was born, it was the happiest day of my life. I remember what it felt like to hold her for the first time and smell her and how happy I was. I was seriously the happiest I have ever been in my life. I love my daughter so much and am grateful for her but I can't stop thinking about what I have missed with my 3 angel babies! Sorry, just feeling very sorry for myself and can't stop crying this morning!
I was totally like that last night too. I have a son who'll be two next month but I was so looking forward for a little brother or sister for him. But I have to pick myself up and put him first now!!
But I agree this sucks. It's like a child (or pregnancy) was given with one hand and taken back with two!