I really can't wait to start ttc again in the autumn, I had an awful labour resulting in emcs but would do it all again in a heartbeat. However there is one issue that I'm already worried about, feeding. Without waffling on about it I was so pro bf but LO just didn't take to it from the start. The first few weeks were horrendous, I don't feel like i bonded well with her, I was exhausted from her screaming at every feed as I persisted with trying to bf every feed for 6weeks-she never latched for more than 2mins in 6weeks! We had every bf expert sat in our living room, I went to all the groups and cried my heart out at most of them. I was also expressing at every feed to at least give her some milk, and also some formula so we had all the sterilising etc too. In theory the next LO could be a pro but the thought of not knowing until they arrive and even if they are I feel like I just want to enjoy the new baby without any pain, latch problems, constant feeding, mastitis, watching what I eat/drink etc. I want the best for my LO but don't know if I have the strength to go through it again. I found expressing easy and painless and would be happy to just express feed for as long as I could, managed 6weeks but feel I could have done longer had I not been trying to bf and formula feeding at the same time, focussing on expressing would have been easier. Sorry for the essay but I just wondered would you always advise someone to try to bf?