Just wondering if you really did/didn't want 1 particular gender would that risk put you off or stop you from ttcing? I had some really horrific anxiety whilst team yellow last time. I was lucky and got the little boy i dreamed about but there is talk if number 4 and to be truthful and honest i feel like things would repeat but whose to say i wont be so lucky next time. It's causing me to worry already and we've not even agreed to have another yet properly. I wonder if it would be easier to forget the whole thing.