Beccaboop
Mummy to Jacob
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So my lo is 15 and a half months now and during that pregnancy i had quite bad hyperemesis gravidarum (hg) and ended up in hospital 5 times by 18 weeks pregnant cos i kept dehydrating cos i couldnt even keep my own stomach acid down (sorry tmi). The last time i vomited was at 20 weeks but i didnt need to go to hospital that time then it stopped but i felt nauseous all from the time i got up until the time i went to bed until i gave birth!
Anyway im so broody! My little man is turning into a little boy! Hes had problems with a milk allergy, severe eczema, has only just started sttn 2 months ago and gets ill a lot but hes also so funny, caring, loving, clever, curious and sooo gorgeous and i want another one just like him!
I dont feel family is complete and have always wanted 2 children but im sooo scared of getting hg again and i dont know how id cope with a very active toddler running around if i was even slightly as bad as last time.
So we are waiting until lo is at school so at least i can lay on the sofa/bed and run to the loo to be sick when i like without feeling guilty that im ignoring lo and not being the mum i want to be (and hope i am now) cos i cant get out of bed or out of the bathroom!
I also feel like no one understands! People just say 'you probably wont get it again' or 'if you have a girl this time you wont be so sick!' but actually theres an 80% chance i will get it again and that the sex of the baby doesnt make a difference!
Anyway im so broody! My little man is turning into a little boy! Hes had problems with a milk allergy, severe eczema, has only just started sttn 2 months ago and gets ill a lot but hes also so funny, caring, loving, clever, curious and sooo gorgeous and i want another one just like him!
I dont feel family is complete and have always wanted 2 children but im sooo scared of getting hg again and i dont know how id cope with a very active toddler running around if i was even slightly as bad as last time.
So we are waiting until lo is at school so at least i can lay on the sofa/bed and run to the loo to be sick when i like without feeling guilty that im ignoring lo and not being the mum i want to be (and hope i am now) cos i cant get out of bed or out of the bathroom!
I also feel like no one understands! People just say 'you probably wont get it again' or 'if you have a girl this time you wont be so sick!' but actually theres an 80% chance i will get it again and that the sex of the baby doesnt make a difference!