one of my closest friends just called me to tell me the great news. She is expecting a baby! she is 7 weeks this week... they started trying last month and voila! it is so frustrating to go through 6 months of TTC and nothing happening... while all of my friends are either having babies or raising kids. Don't get me wrong, I am very happy for her and her husband (she is btw, getting married this weekend) but it just makes me nervous, even jealous (s it ok to feel jealous?)
any one out there feeling the same?
Of course it ok to feel jealous, i know i do, i have been trying for over 3 years, and have 4
in heaven waiting for me, and i get jealous when i see so many women getting their bfp's, we must have 10 women in my office that i know of that are pg and due from July through Nov, but what i keep telling myself is that all the babies are in a line waiting for the right time, and every time a woman gets her bfp, that moves my little one closer to me. 6 mo is not that long, the normal is a year, but i do understand how 6 months can seem like years. I had a co worker that told me she had been trying for 6 months, she knew all i had been through, and i said well it sucks but the normal is a year, and she told me "You have no idea how hard it is to want something so bad and not be able to get it" needless to say i was shocked because after all this time, i really know what its like, but i did not say anything, and then what do you know about a month later, she was pg. Its ok to be jealous, just dont let it get in the way of you enjoying things, dont worry, i have a good feeling that your bfp will be right around the corner.