I went in for my appt on tues, had trouble finding the baby's hb. At one point she thought she passed over the hb, she said she would just send me in for an ultrasound. Ultrasound showed a 11 week fetus with no hb. The ultrasound tech didn't do much looking at the baby, more my overies.
The strange parts,
I still have strong pregnancy symptoms (when do they go away?).
My midwife thought she passed the hb.
I was measuring right on track, if not a little bigger.
I have no bleeding nor cramping.
I still feel flutters...( this was baby #6, so I am very aware of what the flutters feel like)
They want me to take some medication to expell the baby from me, I can't seem to do it. Until I see blood or even don't feel pregnant anymore I can't take something.
My midwife said she is 99% sure it is dead. I want her to be 200% sure before I take something. I had my blood drawn yesterday, and will again on Monday to show dropping levels. I can't help holding on to hope, it is torture. I am trying to not hold on to hope, but I guess we just do until it is completely obvious.
My only hope I hold is that their were 2, and what he saw was the 2nd baby. I was 9 weeks at my last appt, and I was measuring at least 13-14 weeks.
I have had a early loss before (7 weeks, but baby died at 4 weeks). I am scared about the baby coming out! I am scared of panicking.
If the emotional part is not enough, it sucks we have to go thought the physical part too!!!
This sucks!
The strange parts,
I still have strong pregnancy symptoms (when do they go away?).
My midwife thought she passed the hb.
I was measuring right on track, if not a little bigger.
I have no bleeding nor cramping.
I still feel flutters...( this was baby #6, so I am very aware of what the flutters feel like)
They want me to take some medication to expell the baby from me, I can't seem to do it. Until I see blood or even don't feel pregnant anymore I can't take something.
My midwife said she is 99% sure it is dead. I want her to be 200% sure before I take something. I had my blood drawn yesterday, and will again on Monday to show dropping levels. I can't help holding on to hope, it is torture. I am trying to not hold on to hope, but I guess we just do until it is completely obvious.
My only hope I hold is that their were 2, and what he saw was the 2nd baby. I was 9 weeks at my last appt, and I was measuring at least 13-14 weeks.
I have had a early loss before (7 weeks, but baby died at 4 weeks). I am scared about the baby coming out! I am scared of panicking.
If the emotional part is not enough, it sucks we have to go thought the physical part too!!!
This sucks!