18th month of ttc- - 6 months since miscarriage...feeling different..

[texaswife2006]

Ok girls,
I have taken a very long break from the site since the miscarriage. Just couldn't bring myself to get on. I need to vent about whats going on right now...
*5th round of clomid
*currently on cd 30
*Ovulated on cd 17
*Starting 10dpo I have had really wet/creamy/watery cm. . a lot of it!!
*On 11dpo I had some stomach cramping on my left side.
*I am now at 13 dpo and I am getting very nauseous after eating and feel exhausted. I still have a lot of CM..enough to soak my panties.

I am so scared to take a test because the feeling of being let down is enough to bring me to my knees. Does any of this sound hopeful? I am trying so hard not to read more into anything, but it is very hard. Anything anyone has to say would help me. I so appreciate all of your stories and words of encouragement.

 

[SarahJane]

All sounds really positive but you are right to be a bit scared, you have been through a lot xx

Will be thinking of you and hope that all the signs turn out to be good so you get your BFP this month.

 

[alynn6758]

Sounds like you have really good symptoms, this could be it, but if you're not wanting to be let down, I would wait until AF is late to test... Fxd that you get a BFP soon! keep us posted.

 

[texaswife2006]

Thank you girls! I think it helps just to tell people what I'm feeling!! I also had an extremely vivid dream last night about taking a pregnancy test and it being positive. I've never had a dream like that before! Very weird! Thanks again!

 

[Kaede351]

Ohhhh, I think you should test!!! Sounds good to me so far Although I understand how you feel about the m/c thing. I had one 4 months ago and this is the first month since that I have ovulated. I'm also petrified that it will happen again, but I suppose we all just have to kind of cross that bridge when we come to it right?

Anyway, good luck!!! I hope this is it for you ^^

XxX

 

[texaswife2006]

I think I've decided that I will test in the morning! I would right now but I have gone pee so much today that I don't know how accurate the test would be.... I will let you ladies know!

Kaede- you are almost to testing day also!! Keep us posted!!

 

[Kaede351]

texas - my ticker is a bit off I still have another week until I test haha. I should change it but I'm too lazy lmao XD

I'm feeling strangely positive haha. Although that could be to do with the fact that I've actually ovulated. I've had like a second temp rise on my chart... which I read is good (it's in my sig if you want to have anose ), and I've been getting rediculously tired and been having terrible heartburn. I get heartburn anyway, but it's been practically non stop for a few days now. I duno, time will tell lol.

I might test in 2 days... on the cycle I m/c I got a + test on 10dpo... but then I don't know if I want to know so early... just in case >.< lol

XxX

 

[texaswife2006]

Got up the courage to test/couldn't wait any longer... BFN. I don't know why I do this to myself. I get my hopes up and feel so confident just to be let down month after month.