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[maddiwatts19]

Hi everyone.

Unfortunately i'm posting in here now..
I found out this morning that i've lost my baby!.
I fell down the stairs at the weekend, and went to the hospital, they said everything was ok, but i just had a feeling in the back of my mind.
Well i was due to have my 12 week scan today, and after a doctor, my midwife and two sonogrophers trying their hardest to find a heartbeat, the doctor confirmed that i have lost my baby.

Me and OH are completely devestated. I just feel so numb.
I know its stupid, but i feel like this is my fault for falling over. The dog went running down the stairs and knocked me off my feet. I'm not blaming the dog at all!!. But i feel i should have managed to stop myself falling. Instead i went tumbling all the way down, landed on my belly and knocked into the bookcase at the bottom.

I feel like theres something wrong with me...
After 2 miscarriages in 6 months, i've been advised not to try for another 6 months, but i want a baby more than anything. I just feel so lost right now...

 

[Spartacus]

I am so sorry to hear that hun and thinking of you lots

 

[AquaDementia]

Oh no, I was hoping for happy news from you.
I am soooo sorry.

 

[jonnanne3]

I am so sorry to hear about this! Wow! Too much! I will pray for you and your family! God bless you!

 

[elles28]

I am so sorry to hear of your loss take care & please dont blame yourself

 

[Jo]

I'm so sorry hun
Please try not to blame yourself xxx

 

[Uvlollypop]

dont blame yourself, take it easy and get yourself better ....i hope your ok

 

[Ann-Marie]

Please don't blame yourself Concentrate on getting rest and ready for the next time

 

[niknaknat]

So sorry chick Thinking of you both

 

[Samo]

so sorry to hear about that you're in my thoughts and prayers

 

[bluebell]

I'm really sorry to hear your news Take care and best wishes!!

xx

 

[funkym]

i am so sorry to hear the news, thinking of you both

 

[Nikkinoonoo]

So sorry to hear your terrible news. Love and thoughts sent your way xXx

 

[mrscookie]

xxxso sorry honey xxxxx

 

[doctordeesmrs]

So sorry to hear

 

[Omi]

Im so sorry to hear what you've gone through...

and like all the ladies said before me, please dont blame yourself. Take good care of eachother and all the best, sweetie

 

[maddiwatts19]

Thank you to everyone for being so kind, sweet and supportive!.
I thought i was coping untill i went into town and burst into tears when i saw a pregnant woman. And now, i just keep looking at my belly in the mirror. I was finally starting to look pregnant, now its all over...
Thank you again for beng there. You girls are great!!.
xxxxxx

 

[miel]

i am deeply sorry mummywatts...take care of yourself hon.

 

[anita665]

I'm really sorry for your loss but try not to blame yourself. Women often fall on their bellies during pregnancy, especially later on and you'd think they'd hurt their babies since they'd be bigger and closer to the surface but they rarely do. In early pregnancy, before 12 weeks baby would have been well protected and even had your bones in the way still so it would have just been one of those things. Another case of natures way.

 

[jonnanne3]

Once again, I am so sorry.