sunkiss
Fayth's Mommy :D!!
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Hello ladies,
I have been feeling so down lately because i do not know if i will get pregnant again. My last pregnancy at 39 was my first. I didn't plan her as i didn't know i could even get pregnant. All my life i wanted to be a mommie but it just never happened for me so in time i put it out of my head and carried on with life. Then last yr i had weight loss surgery and lost a lot of weight. For the first time in my adult life i had a normal BMI, then bam i got pregnant after all these yrs. I was so incredibly happy throughout my whole pregnancy, everyday when i woke up i had to pinch myself because i couldn't believe i was finally gonna be a mommy. Then the worst thing ever happened n i lost my baby because my water broke too early and there was no way to save her. Was the worst experience of my entire life and 2 mths later the pain is still very real every day. My womb n insides feels so empty, all i think about day and night is to be pregnant. I began trying again last cycle but the cycle was all over the place and wasnt really normal. My OB said this is very common after a loss and sometimes the body needs time to get the hormones back in order. I ov without any issues and i have a period every mth, although when i was younger this was a problem, my periods were very irregular. The weight loss may have been the answer to my fertility issues. I am just praying that God will bless me again this cycle because i cannot continue to go through this every mth. I need to be preggo with my rainbow baby before my due date which would have been 3/1/12. I am paying close attn now to my cycle by charting n opk so i can pinpoint it. I have an appt with a maternal fetal specialist the 29th of this mth for testing because i lost my baby in 2nd tri unexplained. Hopefully I will be preggo before that appt even comes. This is my 2nd cycle since my loss and i am praying it is normal n i do not have mid cycle spotting as i did this last one. I spotted from 2dpo right through til AF came again.
Is there anyone who has been through something similar and had a rainbow baby? I would love to hear about it. Even if u ladies want to vent here, that would be kewl too. We could all encourage each other, share tips, become buddies, be a shoulder and hopefully share christmas n new yrs !! Feel free to vent ladies, i would love to hear from u
I have been feeling so down lately because i do not know if i will get pregnant again. My last pregnancy at 39 was my first. I didn't plan her as i didn't know i could even get pregnant. All my life i wanted to be a mommie but it just never happened for me so in time i put it out of my head and carried on with life. Then last yr i had weight loss surgery and lost a lot of weight. For the first time in my adult life i had a normal BMI, then bam i got pregnant after all these yrs. I was so incredibly happy throughout my whole pregnancy, everyday when i woke up i had to pinch myself because i couldn't believe i was finally gonna be a mommy. Then the worst thing ever happened n i lost my baby because my water broke too early and there was no way to save her. Was the worst experience of my entire life and 2 mths later the pain is still very real every day. My womb n insides feels so empty, all i think about day and night is to be pregnant. I began trying again last cycle but the cycle was all over the place and wasnt really normal. My OB said this is very common after a loss and sometimes the body needs time to get the hormones back in order. I ov without any issues and i have a period every mth, although when i was younger this was a problem, my periods were very irregular. The weight loss may have been the answer to my fertility issues. I am just praying that God will bless me again this cycle because i cannot continue to go through this every mth. I need to be preggo with my rainbow baby before my due date which would have been 3/1/12. I am paying close attn now to my cycle by charting n opk so i can pinpoint it. I have an appt with a maternal fetal specialist the 29th of this mth for testing because i lost my baby in 2nd tri unexplained. Hopefully I will be preggo before that appt even comes. This is my 2nd cycle since my loss and i am praying it is normal n i do not have mid cycle spotting as i did this last one. I spotted from 2dpo right through til AF came again.
Is there anyone who has been through something similar and had a rainbow baby? I would love to hear about it. Even if u ladies want to vent here, that would be kewl too. We could all encourage each other, share tips, become buddies, be a shoulder and hopefully share christmas n new yrs !! Feel free to vent ladies, i would love to hear from u