Well, ladies, i'm back. 
and tentatively waiting for either af to show her ugly mug or a BFP.......Not going to get overexcited, for at least 2 reasons, af should have officially shown up today, however got a BFN on a sensitive cheapie this a.m. and also my cycle days may be a bit out of whack cos i'm counting CD1 as the day i started spotting, which was 5 days before it actually turned into what i'd call a normal period flow. So yeah, guess i may be being a bit previous ha ha!
I know i'm stupidly symptom spotting and ever hopeful that after my mc's last year, i may still be in with some kind of chance of conceiving a healthy babs. (main difference being i've a new man in my life turns out my ex may have had good swimmers but he had a bad heart and a gaping hole where his sense of morality should have been HA!)
Anyways, I am delighted to say my new improved fella is a diamond and happily is just as keen as I am to see our little family blossom and grow, so its a fresh new start all round!
(Just wish i had a fresh new body to go with it huh girls
So, i'm gonna just do my cheapie tests every coupla days til af shows, and maybe.........just maybe (PRAYS!) she wont for, the right reason.
Any non spring chickens out there in the 2ww or thereabouts want to join me for obsessive symptom spotting and hpt's? Ha ha ha!
and tentatively waiting for either af to show her ugly mug or a BFP.......Not going to get overexcited, for at least 2 reasons, af should have officially shown up today, however got a BFN on a sensitive cheapie this a.m. and also my cycle days may be a bit out of whack cos i'm counting CD1 as the day i started spotting, which was 5 days before it actually turned into what i'd call a normal period flow. So yeah, guess i may be being a bit previous ha ha! I know i'm stupidly symptom spotting and ever hopeful that after my mc's last year, i may still be in with some kind of chance of conceiving a healthy babs. (main difference being i've a new man in my life
turns out my ex may have had good swimmers but he had a bad heart and a gaping hole where his sense of morality should have been HA!) Anyways, I am delighted to say my new improved fella is a diamond and happily is just as keen as I am to see our little family blossom and grow, so its a fresh new start all round!
(Just wish i had a fresh new body to go with it huh girls
So, i'm gonna just do my cheapie tests every coupla days til af shows, and maybe.........just maybe (PRAYS!) she wont for, the right reason.
Any non spring chickens out there in the 2ww or thereabouts want to join me for obsessive symptom spotting and hpt's? Ha ha ha!
