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[mummy2010]

hey. after 5days of bleeding which started brown and got more red and eventually with small clots. i shud have been 8+2 today i went for my scan knowing what i would hear. she scanned me and said sorry i dont see any sign of a pregnancy. did internal scan and same.
she said but i see some remains in there. after hours of waitin around she did internal examination with spectulum and removed the sac didnt hurt much but was uncomfy. i dont know what to feel im not upset i had a lil cry in hospital but thats it. i feel bad for not been upset. but a good friend whos had 2 misscariages told me ppl deal with greif diffrently. im just glad that its all over with now. even tho i wish i was still happily pregnant
ive brought baby home with me im gona buy the prettiest tree i can find and bury my tiny baby underneath it in my garden. . i wanna thank mommyandbump for all the support u have given me i wouldnt have got through it if it wasnt for you love you

sorry for everbodys losses xxx

 

[Geegees]

Hi, I'm so sorry to hear this Hun.
Don't feel bad for not feeling bad. I've just had a ectopic pregnancy, and I don't feel massively sad about it, just scared of it happening again.
I'm sure your baby will be pleased with the tree and it will be somewhere for you to go to remember him or her.
Take your time, you might start to grieve in a few days.
Xxx

 

[happigail]

Im more scared than sad myself as well. Maybe sad will come more in time but right now I'm just in survival mode.

 

[mummy2010]

its a weird feeling i keep getting sad feelings then im laughin at sum stuff with hubs. then i feel i shouldnt be laughing yes maybe the sadness and upset will come in a few days. maybe its cos im keeping busy with my son that im not sad cos im keeping my mind off it. im dreading been alone cos itll give me time to think right now im just feeling soo lucky that i have my son hes helping mummy cope

 

[lushgirl84]

Aww so sorry hunni

 

[susan36]

im sorry for your loss sending a

 

[MermaidMom]

sending love... i know its hard

 

[Khadijah-x]

hey. after 5days of bleeding which started brown and got more red and eventually with small clots. i shud have been 8+2 today i went for my scan knowing what i would hear. she scanned me and said sorry i dont see any sign of a pregnancy. did internal scan and same.
she said but i see some remains in there. after hours of waitin around she did internal examination with spectulum and removed the sac didnt hurt much but was uncomfy. i dont know what to feel im not upset i had a lil cry in hospital but thats it. i feel bad for not been upset. but a good friend whos had 2 misscariages told me ppl deal with greif diffrently. im just glad that its all over with now. even tho i wish i was still happily pregnant
ive brought baby home with me im gona buy the prettiest tree i can find and bury my tiny baby underneath it in my garden. . i wanna thank mommyandbump for all the support u have given me i wouldnt have got through it if it wasnt for you love you

sorry for everbodys losses xxx

awwwwh thanx for the mention
Dont say thanx though its least I could do
Little angel will love his-her tree

Im sorry this even happened and feel bad us talking about it It shouldnt happen to anyone

Grieve and recover and I promise youl feel much better soon

 

[Khadijah-x]

Love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[Khadijah-x]

its a weird feeling i keep getting sad feelings then im laughin at sum stuff with hubs. then i feel i shouldnt be laughing yes maybe the sadness and upset will come in a few days. maybe its cos im keeping busy with my son that im not sad cos im keeping my mind off it. im dreading been alone cos itll give me time to think right now im just feeling soo lucky that i have my son hes helping mummy cope

Laughing is your brains way of dealing with it all Your angel wouldnt want you to be sitting crying all the time because you have little Deen to look after too. Most people go into pilot mode when grieving and just do what they gota do and fight on through it
you'l go through different stages until you get to a place where you can cope, move forward and be happy
love you xxxxxxxxx