You poor thing!
Definitely ask about regular meetings with CPN, they also have a 'support worker' you could request. They can either just come and have a chat with you or if you feel up to it try and take you on walks for some 'graded exposure'.
It's such a horrible and lonely experience
I think regular appointments, even once a month might help you. It's reassuring to know someone IS there if you do need help, even if you don't ask for it.
I see my CPN fortnightly, and whilst I do get annoyed and anxious about having to meet her in some ways it does help.
It's so difficult though and something I've found many Psychs/CPNs and Doctors don't understand.
One psych said to me "well if you're not leaving the house to get your prescription, you clearly don't need it" when I pointed out that if I could easily go out and get the prescription or to appointments with her, I wouldn't need their help - she ignored me!
Anyway, if you ever want to talk I'm here
I can't promise I'll be very helpful as I don't totally understand it myself! Nor do I understand how I can do some things (like going out with OH or to hopsital appointments for my daughter) but can't go out to get the post or put the rubbish out.
xx