Anyone else late for AF?

[BrittasticTX]

Tomorrow I will be 11 days late. ELEVEN! I've been late now and again but ELEVEN!
I'm a poas addict so I've taken about 1 million hpts, as one does after eleven days, and all BFN. Maybe a squinter here and there but nothing i couldn't have imagined. I have 2 kids who are almost 6 and 4. The older one is a letrezole baby, took about 2 years to get pregnant with him, and the second I did pretty much daily OPK and tried for 6 months. Both i had BFPs you could see from space by this point. This baby would be a surprise, but a VERY welcome one. We weren't trying but we didnt do such a great job of preventing this last month either
I go back and forth from being totally sure I am pregnant to completely convinced I'm not crampy, headaches, off and on nausea, I never checked CP so I dont know what my normal is but right now it is very high, was very soft but seems to be getting harder.
As for now...

Who else is late and wants to keep me company??

 

[kits]

Ah, you must be going crazy!

I usually have a 31-35 day cycle, but last cycle I barely had a period, only very light spotting for 5 days. This cycle I'm on day 57 which has never happened so I know I'm going mental.

I had a faint positive on 11/07 on an IC and I think I ovulated on 01/07 so technically may or may not be late but a 57 day cycle is an unwelcome extreme

Are you sure you ovulated or when do you think you ovulated?

 

[BrittasticTX]

I thought around the 19th but since we weren't really trying yet I wasn't paying a lot of attention. That's just based off of EWCM and my last period.
Have you tested since the 11th??

 

[kits]

Yea, I have but all bfn

I think af may be showing her face now, but not 100%.

How are you feeling today?

 

[BrittasticTX]

Same! I thought I saw more than just a squinter on this morning's wondfo but then I couldn't get it to show up in a picture so I may just be crazy!! I'm letting it dry now to see if it shows up any better or if I just need to be committed

 

[Mummafrog]

I am really praying this is it for both of you.
I understand the madness.. I was once two weeks late with bfn and I kept being so sure and willing stuff to show up on tests, even called the doctor and it was heartbreaking. I wasn't tracking ov at the time and I guess it had just been very delayed.
Sending hugs and chill pills (I know I always need them!) during this crappy limbo time xx

 

[BrittasticTX]

Thanks mummafrog, I feel like I'm losing my mind!! I hadn't totally convinced my husband to try for no. 3 so I really do have my Hope's up. I know he would love this baby if it happened, but I also know he probably wouldn't start trying next cycle if it didn't. He made an appointment for a vasectomy and then didnt go to the consultation and never rescheduled so I dont think his heart is really 100% sure. But man it would be easier if it happened for us now! I've been begging for months!!

 

[Mummafrog]

Oh bless you.. I understand that must feel scary to not know if you have another chance to try.
I think sometimes that level of worrying can delay your ov a lot and maybe even your period.
I suggest sitting down and talking to him gently about how scared you feel that this is your only chance and how much you want a baby. Be serious with him rather than playful. Maybe say you need to know that there is a chance, even if it's not right now, so you can relax more xx