I lost my little girl, Brooke at 18.5 weeks due to PPROM on July 31, 2010. Happened to me at 16.5 weeks and I went into the hospital for two weeks hoping to regain some fluid, not get infected and to save her. Didn't work, but I had to try. You are right nothing is the same, I miss her so much, being pregnant, all of it. Are you trying again? Do you have any other children?