baby died day before my due date at 39+6

[angelmummy]

i lost my little man just over 8 months ago at 39+6 day before my due date. i already have ds who is 2 1/2. I had a normal healthy pregnancy identical to my first ds pregnancy and everything was great. i dont smoke, drink or anything, eat healthy and went to all my scans etc. Day before i saw midwife and heard heartbeat (for the last time!!) which was fine at 148 bpm. She joked i would have baby that week as head well down. That night i woke up with the weirdest feeling and just knew he had gone. rang hospital in panic thinking i might be wrong (praying i was wrong even though i knew he had gone) and went up to be monitored and heard worst news and words ever... i am sorry your baby has no heartbeat. my world fell apart. i will never get over this ever. how do i carry on knowing my baby died at the last second. i should have been bring him home as a full term healthy baby. he was 7lb exactly and a good lenght. we had all tests etc done and no reason was found for his death told it was "just one of those tragic things, act of good". how cruel to get to end of 9 months and then lose him. why let me keep him 9 months and then take him away. i will never ever be the same person as long as i live. hate the bitter angry preson i have become.

 

[todteach]

I'm so sorry that you have gone through this hun. It is not fair at all. Sending you my love, hugs and support. If you need to scream, yell, or cry..........we're all here to listen.

 

[princess_bump]

words can not describe how deeply sorry i am for your loss

 

[Nikkinoonoo]

So sorry xXx

 

[charliesmom]

I am SO sorry! I've never heard anything else more cruel

 

[Dragonfly]

OMG this is horrifying. I cant begin to imagine what you have gone through or anything here. Its terrible.

 

[ladynice]

Am so sorry Honey... Words can't explain whatyou must be going through.... I wish I was there to just hold you
Love Lee

 

[v2007]

Hi, im so so sorry for the loss of your son.

This happend to me last year my daughter Taylor died at 39+4 on the day she was due to delivered by c-section.

There really is nothing more cruel that to carry our children for 40 weeks only for them to cruely snatched away from us at the last day.

There is an organisation called SANDS
(Stilllbirth and Neo-natal Death Society), im not sure if anyone has mentioned this to you. But it has a forum https://www.sandsforum.org/ and sadly it is full of Mummies and Daddies who have suffered a loss of a child.

Loads of

Victoria x x

 

[xclairex]

oh darlin you could do with a big hug if u ever need anything anyone to listen to you always have us i am so sorry this awful thing has happened to you and it should never happen to anyone i dont no what else to say but i truly am sorry hun xx

 

[honeybunch2k7]

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[pinkmac85]

so sorry for your loss Just know we are all hear to talk or listen if you just need to vent!

 

[dizzy65]

awe i am sorry to hear that. My cousin just lost his son, during the summer. His fiance gave birth too his son and it was born dead. i am so sorry for ur loss i hope everything gets better for u.. i no u will never for get. but i hope the pain will get better. i no my cousin is having a really hard time with it

 

[Waiting2bMommy]

My friend just lost her baby the same way, sadly it was because the cord dettached. Her little girl died a week or so before her due date. It's such a terrible tragedy and i'm so sorry for your loss. My friend has had everyone there for her I hope you have a good support system, and everyone here is here for you also. Big

 

[Alexas Mommy]

I am so sorry for your loss.

 

[Sweetie]

I am so sorry. I wish I had something better to say but OH and I will be thinking of you and your angel

 

[JASMAK]

 

[Wishfull]

Oh your poor sweetie. My heart goes out to you to get all that way an at the end for this cruel cruel thing to happen. My thoughts are with you at this difficult time. I have found this site to be amazing the support the women give each other. We dont always have the answers for each other but we try our best. If you need to just let it all out an scream about it were always here. I do hope that you look after yourself over the next few days just take it easy. An every emotion you start to feel over the next few days weeks. There all normal. Sad, tired, lost, angry. Let all your tears flow aswel.
Were all here for you. It really is so so cruel that your baby was taken away to be n angel right at the end.
Take care.
xxx

 

[misstrouble]

I can not begin to imagine what you are going through. I am so sorry for you loss and my thoughts are with you. Take care of yourself and if you ever need to chat shout or scream, everyone on this site is gr8 and will be happy to listen xx

 

[tillymum]

 

[dawny690]

Im so sorry for your loss hun, although you will never forget your little angel I hope you get the support you need so you can continue with your life and just remember your angel sweetie. Also give your little boy lots of hugs they say children are the best cure xx