Back to single life, and staying this way...

[xxsteffyxx]

So here I am back into single life again. It's been little over a month since the last time I saw my ex boyfriend. I was rushing my son into hospital after he had been hit in the face (by him) and fallen into a bookcase - that was the last straw. I never returned after that.

Lucky for me, my ex was a step parent. So no legal interference. I don't need to worry about child contact or anything.

My son is my world and I cannot believe that I even allowed something like this to happen. There were events leading up to my running away with my son, but I don't dare speak openly about them. If you want to know feel free to PM me.

We are finally free. Although I still feel low about myself, I hate myself for what I put my son through. I'm fighting a battle with depression and my son having some severe behavioural problems, but I'm getting there.

We remain strong for our babies.

 

[Tropiclands]

Well instead of beating yourself up, you certainly need to acknowledge that you did acquire the strength to leave the situation. Your depression and his abuse were unfortunately not a good mix, I'm sure. Hopefully you both can get the help you need. Have you thought about what you are going to do to help recover from the damage this has done to you and your son?