Belated due date post.

[Lilybelle]

Well it was officially my due date on the 1st of march but I've been putting it off ever since the date arrived. I couldn't take much more of the heartache anymore so I pushed the idea of visiting my son's grave out of my mind, untill today.

He died at 16+2 weeks in my womb. I stopped feeling him moving and the midwife couldnt find a heartbeat at the 16 weeks check up so she organised an emergency scan. We were devestated to find no heart beat and I felt like my world came crashing down.. We cried for days, I never known pain like it. He was perfectly healthy according to the results and there were no reasons for him to die.

The last picture of my baby boy (12 weeks)

https://a4.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/45651_459991586094_709841094_6408148_6074227_n.jpg


His grave. He was buried at the foot of my husband's nans grave (where the flowers are) since we couldnt afford to buy one at the time.

https://a5.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/72219_490058836094_709841094_7029181_2724567_n.jpg

 

[Me_Mi]

I am so sorry for your loss. Sometimes the world can seem so cruel... i dont know exactly what to say, considering i havent found the right consoling words to tell myself either. I cant imagine having been as far along when you were when you lost your baby. Grieve the moments that you will not get to have with your son....but always treasure the moments that you had together. Once again, my thoughts and prayers go out to you. We r all here to help.

 

[babesx3]

 

[SassyLou]

I'm so sorry for your loss xxx

 

[carly_mummy2b]

Im truly so sorry for your loss hun