kasey590
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how weird that after 12 months of trying that the day is finally here...im terrified that im gunna wake up and its all a dream! today was day 38 of my cycle and i just wanted to kno if i was or not so i could get ready for AF. i did a test about 5pm and within 5 seconds of POAS i got a very strong positive. id barely even pulled my hand out of the toilet and it was already there clear too!!!
i was with one of my cousins who is house sitting for her parents hu went to bali today so when i came out of the toilet laughing and bawling my eyes out she was on the fone to her mum and told her. so we rushed home and told my OH and then my parents. my mum is sooo excited already i cant beleive my wait is over.
the hardest thing i had to do was message my best TTC buddies. there are so many women out there more deserving than i am. i just wish that they had gotten this first.
so yeah..mixed emotions. im happy for us but im devoed for them. i hate that it had to be me.
ive got a doctors appointment friday so hoping all will be well. did another test about 20 mins ago and same exact thing happened. fingers crossed.
i was with one of my cousins who is house sitting for her parents hu went to bali today so when i came out of the toilet laughing and bawling my eyes out she was on the fone to her mum and told her. so we rushed home and told my OH and then my parents. my mum is sooo excited already i cant beleive my wait is over.
the hardest thing i had to do was message my best TTC buddies. there are so many women out there more deserving than i am. i just wish that they had gotten this first.
so yeah..mixed emotions. im happy for us but im devoed for them. i hate that it had to be me.
ive got a doctors appointment friday so hoping all will be well. did another test about 20 mins ago and same exact thing happened. fingers crossed.