BabyG2016
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I am going through one too. I go to my Dr in a bit. I'm scared, sad, angry, lost, hurt, confused, jealous, numb.....
I keep having cramps/contractiony pain which is just a painful reminder of what has happened in my body and to a baby I barely knew I was carrying.
My bleeding seems to have stopped. I had an array, it seems, of bleeding and discharge. I went from clear-ish to pink/red-ish then added discharge, clumpy stuff, and finally full on bleeding with major clotting.
I kept it to myself because when I found out I was pregnant my boyfriend was out of town (for business trip and then his annual vacation w/ his friends) and I wanted a fun way to tell him. Then the "spotting" started and I chalked it up to early pregnancy (which I had with my daughter, 14 yrs ago). When the heavy bleeding started I tried to tell myself it wasn't possible for me to be losing a baby. Once I told my bf it became real and now the tears and sadness feel like they are permanently attached to my soul.
I keep having cramps/contractiony pain which is just a painful reminder of what has happened in my body and to a baby I barely knew I was carrying.
My bleeding seems to have stopped. I had an array, it seems, of bleeding and discharge. I went from clear-ish to pink/red-ish then added discharge, clumpy stuff, and finally full on bleeding with major clotting.
I kept it to myself because when I found out I was pregnant my boyfriend was out of town (for business trip and then his annual vacation w/ his friends) and I wanted a fun way to tell him. Then the "spotting" started and I chalked it up to early pregnancy (which I had with my daughter, 14 yrs ago). When the heavy bleeding started I tried to tell myself it wasn't possible for me to be losing a baby. Once I told my bf it became real and now the tears and sadness feel like they are permanently attached to my soul.
