greenkat
Mummy of two
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I've never felt so worthless tbh - I had an interview on Wednesday for a part time job until I realized that with Childcare and travel costs it would put us in the negative financially (even with wtc, ect it wouldn't be worth it) so I canceled it. It was for a charity in the area organizing activities for disabled adults and I really wanted it.
I've been thinking about joining the TA in a run up to joining the RAF (hopefully) when the kids are older but I've had inhalers prescribed for asthma in the last 4 years (though it was like 3 years ago) so I can't do that! I'm gutted
I thought about becoming a teacher and even applied but got straight rejected - without interview - I believe because I only have a 2.2 degree where they ask for a 2.1 minimum unless you have a good reason for not getting the grade. I thought I'd give it a shot though anyway as I had my daughter while I was studying at uni and that was hard - But NO.
I don't know what more I can do? I really want to have a solid career - not just work somewhere obscure for the money. I also don't feel I can leave my kids ALL the time - my son's only 1 and my OH works 40+ hours a week. I love spending time with my children but I hate having nothing on my mind and no money!
Sorry - just a vent really. I felt like I was a capable person but my self esteem is starting to get so low
I've been thinking about joining the TA in a run up to joining the RAF (hopefully) when the kids are older but I've had inhalers prescribed for asthma in the last 4 years (though it was like 3 years ago) so I can't do that! I'm gutted
I thought about becoming a teacher and even applied but got straight rejected - without interview - I believe because I only have a 2.2 degree where they ask for a 2.1 minimum unless you have a good reason for not getting the grade. I thought I'd give it a shot though anyway as I had my daughter while I was studying at uni and that was hard - But NO.
I don't know what more I can do? I really want to have a solid career - not just work somewhere obscure for the money. I also don't feel I can leave my kids ALL the time - my son's only 1 and my OH works 40+ hours a week. I love spending time with my children but I hate having nothing on my mind and no money!
Sorry - just a vent really. I felt like I was a capable person but my self esteem is starting to get so low