ankh1224
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As if this day wasn't a glaring enough reminder of how childless I am... AF shows up right on schedule
. It's as if motherhood is mocking me...sticking out its pink, fertile little tongue & chanting "na nana boo boo, you can't catch me!" The psychological torture of not being able to get pregnant is overwhelming. A seemingly endless cycle of depression, symptom spotting, hope...aaand depression. I've never desired something so bad in my life! I want to have children of my own. I want to be a mother! Universe if you're listening, give me a break!
. It's as if motherhood is mocking me...sticking out its pink, fertile little tongue & chanting "na nana boo boo, you can't catch me!" The psychological torture of not being able to get pregnant is overwhelming. A seemingly endless cycle of depression, symptom spotting, hope...aaand depression. I've never desired something so bad in my life! I want to have children of my own. I want to be a mother! Universe if you're listening, give me a break!