ejsmom
Mom of 2 boys & expecting
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Two days ago my cerclage was placed. I am actually happy about it. Now I feel like I have a significant possibility of reaching full term. * Keeping fingers crossed * I am on bed rest now for a few days and then doc said I can go onto light duty...
Here's my minor vent.. (minor today) When I went into my procedure, a student resident anesthesiologist went and asked me questions. She told me she was a student and she was assisting the anesthesiologist. She never said she was the one sticking me.. ERRRR!
She did it wrong.. first I felt shooting pain down my left, then the anesthesiologist tried fixing it..pain down my left.. OUCH! Took it out, and replaced it.. It was fine the second time.. WTH! Now, I have a huge bruise on my back.. it actually is bothering more than the cerclage..
Whatever now anyway... at least thank God my back doesn't hurt. I have back problems as is... I told them too..
Even though, I was planning for this to be my last pregnancy.. It really sadden me to hear from my MF doc that this definitely should be my last pregnancy. I hate to know that I really don't have a choice..if somewhere down the line I changed my mind.. 3 is more than enough..but we all change our minds depending on what's going on in life.. I can't risk my well being for the possibility of another child..plus I am putting my existing children at risk..What kind of a mom would that make me? A selfish one.. My cervix is pretty scarred which is making it hard for a cerclage to be placed.. What kind of mom would I be to my existing kids if I get negative consequences from that pregnancy.. either on myself..or the baby? No more kids for me...
Here's my minor vent.. (minor today) When I went into my procedure, a student resident anesthesiologist went and asked me questions. She told me she was a student and she was assisting the anesthesiologist. She never said she was the one sticking me.. ERRRR!
She did it wrong.. first I felt shooting pain down my left, then the anesthesiologist tried fixing it..pain down my left.. OUCH! Took it out, and replaced it.. It was fine the second time.. WTH! Now, I have a huge bruise on my back.. it actually is bothering more than the cerclage..
Whatever now anyway... at least thank God my back doesn't hurt. I have back problems as is... I told them too..
Even though, I was planning for this to be my last pregnancy.. It really sadden me to hear from my MF doc that this definitely should be my last pregnancy. I hate to know that I really don't have a choice..if somewhere down the line I changed my mind.. 3 is more than enough..but we all change our minds depending on what's going on in life.. I can't risk my well being for the possibility of another child..plus I am putting my existing children at risk..What kind of a mom would that make me? A selfish one.. My cervix is pretty scarred which is making it hard for a cerclage to be placed.. What kind of mom would I be to my existing kids if I get negative consequences from that pregnancy.. either on myself..or the baby? No more kids for me...
