Confused and rather scared

[confusedrain]

Hello all, I wanted to share and see what opinions people have. I lost a baby in April, the pregnancy was at 6 weeks. It was pretty traumatic due to suspected ectopic so I went and had a DNC. Fast forward til Monday of this week and I have discovered I am pregnant again (unplanned.) I believe I am 5 weeks at the moment. So I am terrified about a mc occurring again, it terrifies me.

My partner and I have been together for 10 months, not long right? Our relationship has been rocky at times, understandably so as we fell so pregnant early on and went through a lot of turmoil together. Before meeting him and April's news...I never even conceived of having kids, it did not interest at all.

I love this man buying annoy sure how our relationship is going to pan out. He lives 2.5 hours from me which does not help at all.

I have had shingles to boot which has made me really I unwell but his empathy is lacking and we fell out tonight.

I cannoteven conceive of a termination and so not only am I scared I might miscarry again but I am petrified of doing it all alone.

I feel massively jaded

 

[confusedrain]

excuse spelling errors, I phone key pad can be wafty !

 

[Bumpblessing4]

I'm sorry you have the added stress of relationship turmoil as early pregnancy after a loss is already an emotionally stressful time. Hang in there!