Confused on a very faint positive, please help

[Lisa_84]

I'm thinking of you .. Please keep us updated

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[ADQ]

Thank you all soo much. I don't think I would have made it this far down my journey without all of you sticking by my side. It's so difficult to take it. I have been TTC for 4 years and all I've gotten is 3 miscarriages. It's heartbreaking at this point. I feel like the walls around me are crumbling and I simply can't cope with reality. It doesn't help that my ex (the would be father) has decided to be a damn prick. I'm suffocating at the moment, and you wonderful woman seem to be my random breaths of air. I adore each and every one of you.

I have decided to consider a partial hyst. It seems like the best thing at this point, I'm tired of the emotional and physical pain I'm constantly undergoing with my body. I figure if I eliminate the problem physically I can adopt and find happiness in providing an abandoned child with a home, stability and endless amounts of love. Maybe it's just an irrational thought, I'm going to wait it out for a couple months and see if I feel any different.

Again thank you all xxxxx

 

[ADQ]

P.S I hope you all find infinite happiness on your journeys of TTC. I will still be here, offering as much support as I can. I can't find a reason to up and leave you all just yet. Tons of baby dust my lovely's.

 

[Lisa_84]

I'm so sorry you're going through this. Definitely wait on your decision as that's a life-changing operation.

Are you TTC as a single mom at the moment? Or did you just break up with the would-be father?

 

[skeet9924]

I agree with Lisa.. Take lots of time to be sure of your decision ... We are hear for you so sorry that you are dealing with all of this

 

[d1kt8r]

I can honestly relate to what you wrote i have only had 1MC , so i couold only imagin how you are feeling. thinking about adoption is an amazing idea, i often think of the children already in the world who just want a warm happy stable home with lots of loving
With the hyst i thi9nk thats a huge move and you should sit on the idea for a bit thats a major op, but i dont no your past medical backgroung so cant comment too much on this. my thoughts are with you and have ben since i first started reading this thread.

If you ever just wanna get out of there NZ is a beautiful place to clear you head (serious) lol

XXX