cue freak out in 3...2.....

[blkbeautflme]

I lost my son in December, 4 months ago, and I'm currently 4 weeks 6 days preggo. I'm trying to remain positive but I'm starting to feel the anxiety creeping in. I found out yesterday my OB moved West and I have a new Doctor. Lame. Then they didn't schedule me for an appointment until 5/13. Lamer. I'm thinking of calling back and asking to be seen sooner. I'm sure it won't matter, there's nothing they can do if somethings wrong this early and by all means I feel fine and am blessed in that respect, I just need some piece of mind. Okay, rant over. Lol

 

[lotofbabydust]

first thing first, congrats on being pregnant again!!! I am sure you will be fine. I miscarried at 10 weeks and 3 months later I was pregnant again and now I am a mum of a very healthy boy!!! so relax...I know its natural to worry even I was like you. now when I look back I realise that I've spent most of the time of pregnancy worrying about things. so enjoy, eat well, relax and be happy coz happy mom grows happy baby... all the best!!!

 

[blkbeautflme]

Thank you soo much for your kind words and advice. I had a conversation with my mom who had the same things to say (I was born 8 months after her stillborn son). I am trying to take it day by day and enjoy the journey. I don't want to taint this pregnancy with fear and anxiety