Dear Lord take away my pain.

[jacky24]

I have been like a walking time bom since the 1st of June, as it all i finally been sinking in, that my son would have been a year old now on the 11 June, and no matter what i say or do can ever bring him back.

I want to cry, i want to scream, i even feel like just not waking up till July

As planed i will still be working on the 11 June as i said to DH i don't know how i will feel that day, as i have just felt totally dead inside for a few days now.

I mean i am testing in 6days time and i feel nothing, no exitement, i just have no feeling what so ever.

In Loving Memory of CJ Schoombie, stilborn at 37weeks and 2days, mommy and daddy miss you so so much.

 

[Emsi76]

What a terrible time for you!!

I really don't know what to say to make you feel any better!

Stay strong!

Thinking of you

 

[Tania30]

Dear Lord... Jacky is my friend and I love her verry much... Her pain only You can understand.. Bring her peace and ease her pain... Dear Lord help her so that she knows that even if none of us know what to say or what to do for her and her husband, that they can look up to You and find peace... Lord heal her little hart and make it whole again like only You can.... Fill that empty feeling with your love... We pray tis in Jesus's Name Amen

I love you lots and remember I'm always here for you... Love Tania

 

[chefamy1122]

I know there is nothing I can say that will make you feel better, but please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

 

[buffycat]

wish the pain could go away for you, and for everyone else that is in a similar pain...

here's a big hug for you....and all of your virtual friends are here for you.....if i was in South Africa....i would come and give you the hug and cry/scream with you......

love & hugs

 

[tillymum]

A huge to you, I wish you lots of strength to face your baby's birthday.

 

[genkigemini]

I love you, Honey and I am praying for you! I am so sorry you've had to go through this.

 

[Mynxie]

i just want to say that I'm thinking of you huni xx

 

[JASMAK]

 

[mBLACK]

 

[Mendy]

I am SOOOO sorry on the loss of your beautiful baby. I cannot even begin to imagine how hard this must be, but know that this baby grew wings and is a little angel of God. May God bless you and may He give you the strength to continue to heal. Take care of yourself.

 

[mizzi]

 

[jacky24]

Thank you girls, how hard it is just to try and stay strong, having to drive home and just bawl my eyes out, and when i get home im happy old jacky again.

It is trully so hard, i wish i could explain how i feel, but i can't i am broken, i am sad, and most of all sometimes i just feel so alone. Wish i could just live in this cyber world every day

All i can do is pray to our dear Father up above to give me the strenght and love, and even just a bit of hope for my future ahead.

I know there are many ladies out there that have lost an angel, girls i know how it feels to go to hell and barely make it back. my thoughts and prayers go out to you all as our Angels were to special for this world.

 

[Christine33]

i don't know what to say to you other than how sorry i am i cannot imagine your pain.

i will pray for you as i believe prayers do help.

God bless you.




Christine
X

 

[ANGYPANGY]

I'll be praying for you in the weeks to come. It is ok to cry. My baby angel would have been 4 in May and I usually cry all week for his Birthday.

 

[jacky24]

thanks angypangy, but will it ever get any beter??????
Will my heart ever stop hurting, will i ever stop missing him so much????

 

[owo]

Jacky honey. You are in my thoughts and prayers that you can find peace.
There are many of us here that a currently trying to get over first trimester miscarriages, myself being one of them. However i can't imagine the pain you must be going through.
It is ok to cry and please don't push yourself too much over the coming days.
We are all here, thinking of you and here to talk if you want to.
Take Care
Love and hugs
Chris
xx

 

[NikiJJones]

Sending you my sincere love and prayers.
Life sounds so hard for you. I cannot imagine what it must be like to have carried your little one for so long.
We are here for you.
xxxx