emeraldbaby
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Today I had my baby shower and while I am happy to have support, I couldn't help but feel really down after it. All the other mums have husbands and fathers for their babies. And returning home to a empty , quiet apartment after it made my loneliness even more real ... Have been crying ever since.
Even though my marriage wasn't good and I know my baby and I are better off , its still a loss i am struggling with. I wish I could just snap out of it and not wish things were different. I have a lot to be thankful for, this baby is the most wonderful blessing.... I just want to experience the joy to the fullest without interference. Just needed to talk, thank you for reading.
Even though my marriage wasn't good and I know my baby and I are better off , its still a loss i am struggling with. I wish I could just snap out of it and not wish things were different. I have a lot to be thankful for, this baby is the most wonderful blessing.... I just want to experience the joy to the fullest without interference. Just needed to talk, thank you for reading.
