Does anyone ever feel like they are going to curse it?

[HippyMumma23]

So we will TTC starting in the next couple of weeks if all goes to plan. But Im so silly, I keep worrying about cursing it the date being pushed back for a couple of months again.

For example, posting in here even though I still did it. Or ordering IC's, I looked but I didnt touch Or taking my folic acid.

I hope its not just me.

 

[Genie]

No I feel like that. I feel like I've spent the last decade preventing pregnancy and when we do try that it will be just my luck that now i really want it, it won't happen!

 

[goddess25]

Its a bit weird thats for sure. You spend a long time preventing pregnancy then you change heart. The first time i had sex to conceive Euan I almost had a panic attack in the middle because it hit home what we were trying for.

 

[fairygirl]

We started trying on Friday, and yes I too had a panic dtd for the first time unprotected. But I am absolutely not buying any tests of any kind until CD 33!! yep, scared of cursing it!

 

[rae27]

I'm desperately scared that I'll curse things! Having felt the maternal draw since childhood, I'm terrified that my desires are based on it being unattainable. Irrationally I think I'm infertile and the idea of actually trying is somewhat scary as I might just end up confirming my fear! God I'm a muddle!

 

[a_c]

I feel the same - I even feel like looking and posting here is bad.

 

[sleepinbeauty]

I feel like that all the time. Like if I do/don't do something I might not get a TTC date. Not only getting a date but I also feel like I'm playing with my chances of conception. I'm so ridiculous...