Let me assure you it will not hurt you one little bit
I had to have a C-section under general anesthesia due to a medical condition I now have. If I had gone into labor, the increased cranial pressure could've killed me and I was forbidden any spinal blocks or epi by neurologist . It sucked knowing I was the last person in the world (or so it seemed
) to get to see my baby girl though
It took a while before I was able to get my pain under control (finally had to put me on a morphine drip
I hate surgeries) and I didn't get to hold her until about 3-4 hours after her birth.
I made sure to tell nurses, drs, husband, family that NO BOTTLE was to be given and that I was going to breastfeed ONLY!!
Even after all that time, when I finally held her and put her against me, she just wasn't interested in nursing. Still groggy I suppose. She was a tiny 6 pounder. My son was a huge (compared to her!) 8 pounder and took to nursing straight away after a spinal block vaginal delivery. He was sleepy though and wouldn't nurse for very long. It worried me that she was so small and just wouldn't latch on.
That night though, she quickly found her appetite
She'd nurse for 10-15 minutes, sleep for 10 min, wake up and nurse for 10 more minutes, sleep 5 min, nurse for 15, sleep for 20 min...and so on
(I highly recommend taking a regular pillow and covering your belly just incase baby accidently kicks you. You will be VERY sore! I also recommend wedging other pillows around you, supporting baby and your arms in case you doze off) She had a very shallow latch and I swore she was trying to kill me (my poor, POOR nipples
) but I knew the longer she was on, the better and by the end of the second day, my milk had already came in
It didn't come in that soon with my son!
My daughter didn't get the hang of breastfeeding until she was 2-3 weeks old. Until then, I slathered on Lansinoh (which I never had to use with son) and rubbed breastmilk on to my nipples and let them air dry before I tucked them away. She'd get frustrated and angry sometimes at my boobs and I'd have to call a time out for both of us and burp/soothe her (not to mention calm myself down) before letting her give it another go.
Just because I knew how to do it didn't mean SHE knew how to do it and it took time for her to acquire the technique of successfully breastfeeding. My son took to it like a pro. Never had any issues at all with him until I had to go to work and I introduced several types of bottles (some of which had a fast flow apparently) and it made him a lazy nurser. Finally had to switch to formula at 4 months. Stupid bottles
The first month is the hardest because you will be constantly nursing. Sleep when you can (which is when baby is sleeping!). I am completely for co-sleeping. I did it with both of my children (occasionally still do so with daughter). Make sure to have a nice glass of ice water by your side and nice healthy snacks that are easy to grab so you can munch while baby nurses. I actually miss all the clusterfeeding now. It's pretty much nonstop nursing but you can sit back and relax, watch tv, read book, etc. It's quite nice actually
They are only small for so long *sigh*
Now I'm racing after my daughter "No, don't do that" "That's yucky, don't touch that" "Quick grab her before she____________"
Good luck hun.
I'm sure you'll do fine. Just make sure to make your wishes known and hang in there. It's so much easier to whip a boob out in the middle of the night than it is to stagger half asleep into the kitchen and mix and warm a darn bottle to the tune of a screaming baby
BTW, no matter how your baby is fed (breast or formula) will make a difference in sleeping through the night. My son didn't sleep through the night until he was like 8 months and even then we had bad nights. By that time not only was he formula fed but was also on solids. My daughter started sleeping through before 8 weeks of age and was EBF. Don't let anybody (dr, family or friend) bully you into giving up. I had a dr try to tell me I needed to give formula to my daughter to make her sleep better. I switched drs because as I previously stated, she was STTN by that time, she was gaining weight, growing and having plenty of dirty diapers. How much better was she supposed to sleep?????
Again good luck hun
EDIT: Completely agree with Marythefairy: Knowledge is power! Research everything. Lots of drs, nurses and hospitals agree breast is best but their actions show they'd prefer you use formula