Due Oct 2nd and very scared

[JennaSmith]

We lost our baby at 11+4 back in August got my Bfp late January but have been scared to post. Had spotting on Saturday and abdo pain had a internal scan to confirm baby in correct position and heartbeat was seen.
I'm just so scared everytime I go to the toilet I'm scared to wipe or look at underwear. Sorry for long post xxxx

 

[Dill]

I'm so sorry for your loss!

I've had two losses in recent history, and just found out I'm (finally!) pregnant again. I do check every single time I use the bathroom, and even hallucinated a huge gush of blood that totally wasn't there when I double-checked.

No advice for you, but wanted to let you know that you're not alone! It's a scary and exciting thing.

 

[JennaSmith]

Thank you. So sorry for your losses too.

I keep dreaming about it which wakes me up and I dash to bathroom.

 

[Ladybirdgb]

I sorry for both your losses

I totally understand your worry as dill knows I am refusing to believe what the pregnancy tests are telling me.

I was told by the nurses at our early pregnancy unit that I would be allowed to go in and see them if I was worried the next time I get pregnant. It's taken me nearly a year after my miscarriage but they may regret saying that to me.

So good that they checked everything for you please try to relax I know it's easier said than done xxxxx

 

[JennaSmith]

I sorry for both your losses

I totally understand your worry as dill knows I am refusing to believe what the pregnancy tests are telling me.

I was told by the nurses at our early pregnancy unit that I would be allowed to go in and see them if I was worried the next time I get pregnant. It's taken me nearly a year after my miscarriage but they may regret saying that to me.

So good that they checked everything for you please try to relax I know it's easier said than done xxxxx

I'm sorry for your loss. The wait was agonising for us my partner was so strong for me. I hope you have an easy time. It's horrible feeling this way just want to be able to enjoy being pregnant, hopefully after 11 weeks I may feel a bit easier xx