Even more lost

[BabyG2016]

Not only have I lost my baby, but I have lost my boyfriend as well.
A break in our relationship was probably coming because he has been going through a great deal of stress - his dad has Parkinson's and has been declining this past year, his grandmother has begun a decline as well. His job has been a source of stress and hate for months. All of this together has caused him to have his own health issues. So, losing a baby was just the icing on an already crumbling cake.

I am fortunate in having love and support from my family and friends, but the one person I want and need the most is no longer with me. This is just too much.

 

[justplay91]

BabyG2016, I am so sorry you are going through all of this. I don't have much else I can say, other than this really sucks and I feel for you. Breakups are rough, and it must make it so much harder that you've lost your baby. Have you talked to your ex much about the loss?

I know it doesn't feel the same, but it's great that you do still have the support of your family and friends. Lean on them now as much as you can. They can help you sort through your feelings. I sincerely hope you find some peace soon. Huge hugs.

 

[BabyG2016]

Thank you.

We actually talked a little this weekend. And he did tell me that part of why he had to pull away was because losing the baby hurt too much. I guess it is his way of coping. Maybe at some point, after we both heal some, we will be able to find our way back together. We shall see.