i cant give too many details.... but i feel like a child that how my IP's treat me anyway..my IM has to be in control of every little thing i cant even pick my own attorney she wants me to stay at her home for 2 days so she can make sure im resting after the transfer i have to away from my little one and thats gonna hard they want to keep the surrogacy a secret which is news to me i know they didnt want me saying their names online or whatever but they dont want me to discuss anything that goes on during our journey with anyone.... i was told today they dont want the child to ever know which thats their right but they way she told made me feel a little ashamed of myself she said she wanted to maintain a friendship but i think once i pop the kid out i'll never see or hear from them again.. again thats their right but THIS is not how i envisioned my surrogacy journey going
i feel a little beneath them idk why, i know very little about them and they know almost everything about me it a little unfair and im seriously wanting to back out haven't signed contracts yet but they already spent loads of money on test and screenings....
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