Feeling sad but trying to stay strong :(

[wantababybump]

Well I have decided to finally post in here as this is my second miscarriage since December 25th 2007. Shawn and I are doing ok and trying to keep eachother laughing but it really hurts inside and literally I feel empty. I made it to 14wks but obviously baby just wasnt meant to be. Its a little harder with this one because we seen the baby on an ultrasound at 12wks+2days and s/he was moving around and was so beautiful and we just were much more attatched because the first one we never got to see any of that. Shawn has been amazing through this and I dont think I could do it without him. I had the d&c today but really dont feel like writing everything out all over again...so if you are interested in hearing my story of the last week I have a post in second trimester called "Unfortunately...*update on pg...* "
Everyone keeps talking about how strong I am and how they would be a mess and I just know I cant do that to myself. Although I do cry to myself randomly but am really trying to keep in good spirits. Baby is now with his/her brother or sister and my biological father and even though Im not a big believer of religion and all of that I believe he is up there keeping them safe for me. If we can find out the sex I think we are going to name this baby as I feel funny for just calling him/her baby. Anyways, I am absolutly exhausted and need some rest as Im still a bit on the groggy side from the anesthetics. I will be seeing more of this forum and am relieved for this miscarriage that I know about bnb because it will be that much more comforting.

 

[miel]

thinking of you .

 

[shmoo75]

Oh hun what can I say? I am sorry for your loss doesn't feel like it covers it but, that is all I can say. Stay strong and fingers crossed if you decide to try again I will have everything crossed for you. Sending lots of and love to you both at this time.

 

[Lucy_lu_84]

I just wanna send you big and tell you that I'm thinking of you.

 

[Nikkinoonoo]

So sorry for your terrible loss xXx

 

[owo]

Thinking of you.
It must be really hard being told that everything is ok at 12 weeks and then it still going wrong.
Sending you loads of

 

[NikiJJones]

Sending you and more . So sorry for your loss
We are here for you whenever you need us.
xxxx

 

[buffycat]

am so sorry to hear about what happened. It is such a sad time, and staying strong can be so difficult. I still have random teary sessions now....

you will both be ok, because you have each other.....as long as you keep talking and hugging, then you will get there...

take care

luv & hugs

 

[WW1]

I am so sorry for your loss. Many to you x

 

[polo_princess]

thinking of you sweetie

 

[Rumpskin]

Oh my darling, I am so very sorry to hear your news.

for you both and am thinking of you at the very difficult time.

xxx

 

[itzybitzy]

awww hun, i so wanted this one to work for you. Stay strong and know that i am thinking of you! xxxxxxx

 

[tansey]

I'm so sorry to hear your sad news! I remember you getting your BFP. I was shocked to see your name here knowing you must be in 2nd tri by now!
I'm so glad your OH is so good. Hope to chat when you are ready to come back to TTC. xxxxxx