Feeling shitty!

[obe]

Feeling abit shitty at the mo, I just feel like im going to burst into tears if I hear one more person talking about babies and how amazing it is to be a mum!!!

Due to go back to the doctors at the end of the week (thats if I can get a bloody appointment!) for the results of my TV and TS scans I had last week.
We do know the problem with not being able to concieve is down to my oh reversal not going too well, but they sent me for tests too. Im just hoping my results are ok or it will just be a great big kick in the teeth!!

All ive heard all week at work is baby talk, I just have to try and switch off and not listen, I cant bare to hear it! Im like a women possessed, all I think about is TTC and get that when it seems so simple for other women.

Think ive been taking it out on my oh over the last few days, I know its hard for him too and he feels its all his fault that we are having to through all of this. I dont blame him, I knew the situation when we got together, but sometimes I find myself wishing things were different!

Why does it have to be so hard??!!

Sorry for moaning, I just feel like im going mad!

 

[Redfraggle]

Moan away Obe! We've all been there and have all felt the same at some point.

I had to go have a cry at work today because someone announced their pregnancy. This will be her second baby in less time than I have been trying for one. Also the third person this year at work who has announced a second pregnancy in less time than I have been trying for one. So bloody unfair!!

Know my DH has suffered my moods because of it all at times over the years. Its hard. I don't think men can really understand how obsessed we can become and how every single thought is of that elusive .

I hope you get some good news at your doctors appointment. What will happen next, assuming all your tests will be fine?

 

[obe]

Thanks redfraggle, im not sure what happens next. If my results come back ok, I guess we then see a FS. The doctor did suggest ICSI when we last saw her but we will have to see what she says when we go back.
No I dont think men quite understand our side of things!

 

[Luuluu]

Hi Obe, I totally understand and am completey fed up with EVERYBODY getting their BFP in like a week of trying!

My last AF arrived the day we were due to have friends for dinner and when the wife didn't turn up because she was 'unwell', I jokingly said "oooh is she preggers?!"
"errr, well actually yes" was his reply "we weren't really trying!"
TYPICAL!!! It shot me down and instead of crying, I drank a bottle of wine. Everybody thought I was insane!....

I wonder if you have tried reflexology?

 

[obe]

Or god! That must of been awful!!!!!
Why do some people just fall pregnant without even thinking about it?! I really never thought it would be this hard!
No I havnt thought about reflexology, how does that work?