I'm going back to work next week after 9 weeks off after my ectopic pregnancy and surgery , I have just been told that one of the girls who I work closely with is pregnant and due when I would have been , just cried my eyes out and have a really weird feeling inside and I feel a cow for feeling like this but can't help it . It was so traumatic I don't think I'm strong enough to deal with it for next 6 months it's going to be too hard to watch knowing I should be growing like her and going for scans etc ,
Am I being a selfish unfair old bag ?
Am I being a selfish unfair old bag ?