Fingers crossed this is my rainbow baby <3

[tinymumma]

So after my m/c in May, is was completely lost and I was feeling so worthless. Now, the day after my previous due date, I get another positive. Absolutely shitting myself. I'm just so scared that it's going to happen again... Just thought I would post here, I don't know. Just have to get it out. Excited, scared, all that.
Fingers crossed this one is a sticky bean

 

[ClairAye]

Congratulations, fingers crossed you have a sticky bean!

 

[tinkerbelle93]

Congratulations! Fingers crossed for a sticky bean and a happy and healthy 9 months! xx

 

[xforuiholdonx]

Congratulations and welcome back!

 

[skyesmom]

hey tinymomma, i remember you... and your second loss too. i really really hope this is your forever rainbow baby.
can you get yourself an early scan considering your previous mc history?

btw, feeling completely worthless and dead inside is totally normal after a loss, especially multiple ones. and since you are very young, i can imagine very little people were able to empathize and understand how hard it was on you.

i wish with all my heart this little bean will stick forever!!!

 

[tinymumma]

I love you guys c': So much!!
Skyesmom, you have no idea! People usually just turn around and say thank goodness you lost it! There is no way you will love your life if you ruin it by having a baby! PAH
I'm going to try and go to the doctor on Monday, just get some advice. I really, really, really, hope this bean is the sticky one
All the love and I will keep you lovely darlings updated
xox

 

[skyesmom]

I love you guys c': So much!!
Skyesmom, you have no idea! People usually just turn around and say thank goodness you lost it! There is no way you will love your life if you ruin it by having a baby! PAH
xox

yes i imagined this, if you are young people assume it's the best thing that you have "dodged the bullet" by losing your baby. they completely forget to ask themselves if you maybe loved and wanted that baby more than anything in your life. really, are drunk parties and fancy clothes more important and fulfilling than having your child safe in your arms?

anyway, babyandbump has an amazing miscarriage and also pregnancy after a loss support forums that have been my rock for the past two years, feel free to post there too, no matter your age. the people who have been through a loss understand these feelings beyond age difference, so feel free to join

https://babyandbump.momtastic.com/pregnancy-after-loss/

 

[tinymumma]

What will they be able to tell me from a scan? I'm thinking about taking another hpt on Monday or Tuesday, just to see if the line is darker or appears quicker.... I know they can't tell me how far along I am by blood work alone... Getting some pregnancy vitamins tomorrow, that will help, right?
Haha, going insane in my head right now

 

[Ashleii15]

Congrats! And sorry for your loss I am Ashley, 17, and pregnant with baby #2
Do you mind me asking how far along you were when you miscarried your last baby?
I wish you sticky baby!!

 

[Reyrey7]

Good luck
X

 

[tinymumma]

Congrats! And sorry for your loss I am Ashley, 17, and pregnant with baby #2
Do you mind me asking how far along you were when you miscarried your last baby?
I wish you sticky baby!!

I was 4+5 last pregnancy
18+5 with my first
I don't mind at all, this little bean has all of my positive energy pouring into them, I hope, haha

 

[skyesmom]

of course they have and prenatal vitamins are a good move there. so as no smoking and no caffeine anymore! so sorry for your losses.

 

[Wizzy]

Congratulations and welcome back.

I sympathise with you hun. I had a miscarriage back when I was nineteen, now three years on I'm 11 weeks pregnant and have seen my bean.

These things happen but I'm sure this time round you'll have a happy and healthy nine months. If you ever fancy a chat feel free to PM me

 

[amytrisha]

Sorry for your loss babe, but congratulations on your rainbow!

I'm Amy, 20 & I'm 31 weeks pregnant with my rainbow.

Wishing you lots of sticky vibesss.

 

[mel28nicole]

Hi hun! I'm 21 and I'm hoping this is my rainbow! My first I found out at 14 weeks baby stopped growing at 8 and I had a D&C. My family was pulling the whole "glad you lost it, you're too young" card with me. Not as mean, but it came across that way. Now they are just saying I'm too young still. I'll be 22 next month and I'm getting married in June, we've been together for 5 years. Some people just don't understand!

I was just like you tho! I actually found out at 3 weeks with faint positives and I literally tested every other day. I a nice line on a FRER and digital at 3+2 but that still wasn't enough for me lol. I stopped testing at 5 weeks when I got a 3+ on a Clear Blue Digital. I had an ultrasound at 7+3 and baby was actually measuring a couple days ahead and had a heartbeat of 164!!

I'm praying this is your rainbow

 

[modified]

(I'm not a teen - I'm 24 - so I hope it's okay for me to be posting here!)

Firstly, congratulations!!

I think you would be eligible for an early scan because of your history - at least, here you would be! At ~4 weeks, you won't be able to see a whole lot but there will be something there. From 6 weeks on, you're quite likely to be able to see baby's heart beat.

Good luck and, again, congratulations

 

[tinymumma]

Sending you all lots of love
I just love logging on at the end of the day and seeing the overwhelming support on this site. It seriously gets me through the day xox
I love you all. So nice to see that all your little rainbows are doing well
Best of luck and wishing you all a happy and healthy nine months

 

[mstennischick]

congratulations! I'll pray for you and this little one. It's most likely not to happen twice in a row anyways! Welcome back!!

 

[kaylamariee]

Congrats!
Hoping the best for you

 

[Ruby2013]

Good luck xx