Hiya all,
This is very fresh so please bare with me!
On monday my DS was born at 32 weeks by emergancy c-section after me not feeling him move for over a day!
He had a hemaglobin level of 2 because of a massive fetal maternal hemorridge, its a miracle he is alive, he has had 2 blood transfusions and has liver and kidney failure but we have been told that they will hopefully re-generate themslves over time! We have also been told that he was starved of oxygen and we wont know how that has effected his brain, he's had 2 ultrasounds on his brain and so far they are clear of bright spots but they could show up after 2 weeks so we cant get our hopes up im not sure how to feel about that! theres 1 other baby on the ward with the same story and she has been told her daughter could have cerebral palsy which to be frank scares the living shit out of me!!
He has jaundice at the moment which we've been told is expected, We keep being told that he is doing remarkably well considering whats happend!
Our future is sooo rocky at the moment the unknown of how this has effected his brain is killing me i dont know enyone who has been through this to be able to say that their child is okay or not!
I feel like i should have done something sooner and then we wouldnt be going through this!
This is very fresh so please bare with me!
On monday my DS was born at 32 weeks by emergancy c-section after me not feeling him move for over a day!
He had a hemaglobin level of 2 because of a massive fetal maternal hemorridge, its a miracle he is alive, he has had 2 blood transfusions and has liver and kidney failure but we have been told that they will hopefully re-generate themslves over time! We have also been told that he was starved of oxygen and we wont know how that has effected his brain, he's had 2 ultrasounds on his brain and so far they are clear of bright spots but they could show up after 2 weeks so we cant get our hopes up im not sure how to feel about that! theres 1 other baby on the ward with the same story and she has been told her daughter could have cerebral palsy which to be frank scares the living shit out of me!!
He has jaundice at the moment which we've been told is expected, We keep being told that he is doing remarkably well considering whats happend!
Our future is sooo rocky at the moment the unknown of how this has effected his brain is killing me i dont know enyone who has been through this to be able to say that their child is okay or not!
I feel like i should have done something sooner and then we wouldnt be going through this!