Hi ladies
Well it would seem that my period is round the corner. I have started spotting and am super crampy.
I thought I was prepared for this - I KNEW I wasn't pregnant, had a few symptoms but didn't have 'that' feeling. I also have 'retained products' - I found out after DTD over ovulation otherwise would have waited - so getting PG this cycle would have been far from ideal anyway. I'm still just blown away with unhappiness. I feel like I did after my mc in February.
I can't help thinking I SHOULD be 20 weeks pregnant now, not facing up to complications post mc and more periods. I was supposed to have my 20 week scan this week. I'm heart broken. All over again. I just can't get my head round how this could happen - how can life be so cruel. Not only did I lose my baby but now I can't conceive another one because my body won't let go of some tiny bit of dead tissue. Aaaggghhh.
Sorry, I just needed to rant.
I'm really really sad
Well it would seem that my period is round the corner. I have started spotting and am super crampy.
I thought I was prepared for this - I KNEW I wasn't pregnant, had a few symptoms but didn't have 'that' feeling. I also have 'retained products' - I found out after DTD over ovulation otherwise would have waited - so getting PG this cycle would have been far from ideal anyway. I'm still just blown away with unhappiness. I feel like I did after my mc in February.
I can't help thinking I SHOULD be 20 weeks pregnant now, not facing up to complications post mc and more periods. I was supposed to have my 20 week scan this week. I'm heart broken. All over again. I just can't get my head round how this could happen - how can life be so cruel. Not only did I lose my baby but now I can't conceive another one because my body won't let go of some tiny bit of dead tissue. Aaaggghhh.
Sorry, I just needed to rant.
I'm really really sad