Girls Im Actually Scared.....

[jacky24]

Scared as what if im getting so exited about seing the gyni on the 17th the new gyni if i may add... The one that got my best friend and my sister knocked up by doing a LAP and D&C......

Reason being:
* What if he says im too fat *I lost 20 pounds- 40 pounds to go*
* If i get bad news eg: no help for me
* What if i got damaged from c-section and abrupture with CJ
* What if there is just no hope
* What if he tells me to wait another few months



What if i am placing my hopes up to high just to come crashing down again... Am i trully willing to have the Lap and D&C, go back on CLOMID and be prepared to maby... just maby be dissapointed again in the end...

IM scared girls... trully scared with all my heart.....

 

[HAYS]

aw my lovely i dont blame you for being scared.

I guess tho hun, you wont know until you have been to see the gynae.

Sorry your feeling like this xxxxx

 

[tracybirduk]

Awww BIG

Its normal to be scared, I get so jumpy and scared as soon as the appointment lands on the doormat! Just try so hard NOT to play the 'what if' game, and use the energy to think happy thoughts (easier said than done tho)

xxx

 

[polo_princess]

Hun really try not to worry yourself, look at the positive outcomes as well as the negative outcomes. I know its easy for me to say but really, this is a whole other oppurtunity for you

Good luck hun, will be thinking of you

 

[miel]

no no no do not worryi am sure everything will be fine
it's normal to feel like that but likr Polo said i am sure he is going to give some new hope ...

 

[FEDup1981]

Aw jacky, dont be worried hun, think of it as a positive next step in ur journey. Im sure there will be some good news for u! Ill be thinking of u hun, lets us know how u get on xxx

 

[celine]

*hugs* Jacky you have been in my prayers even when Im not here. I think it is scary to have someone give u an answer u have bn waiting 4 so long but I know that answer will NOT be no hope. There is hope for you Jax
xxx

 

[rachelle1975]

Oh hun sorry you are having a wobble and worrying. Lots of what ifs!

What if....
* he says there is no reason you won't get pregnant again
* he says well done on loosing 20lb - that is fricking AWESOME!
* he says lets get you booked in asap and get the ball rolling
* he can make you a mum

Chin up chick xx